Brittain, Vera, Diary, 5 July 1916

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Diary of Vera Brittain

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Case Study: 
From Youth to Experience: Vera Brittain’s Work for Peace in Two World Wars
Creator: 
Brittain, Vera
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diary
Date: 
5 July 1916
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McMaster University Libraries
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Vera Brittain estate; McMaster University has a non-exclusive licence to publish this document.

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eng
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turn -- what to do & think. It was like some impossible novel that he should have come to my hospital. I had just told Miss Berkeley, who was very pleased & sympathetic but suggested that the work in that ward would have been very heavy & I had better wait a while before going, when Matron, kind for once, rang up to say my brother was in J & I could go to see him. Sister said I needn't hurry back -- busy though we were -- & I went, in haste...There was the dear, in bed, in blue pyjamas, struggling with a breakfast tray with one hand. The other sleeve was empty, & the arm below it stiff & bandaged.
We could neither of us say much...but he smiled & seemed gayer & happier than he had been all through his leave. I think the splendid relief of having the great dread faced & over was uppermost in his mind then, rather than the memory of all he had been through on that day -- hereafter to be regarded as one of the greatest dates in history. It was not till a little while afterwards that Victor & Uncle Bill & the Leightons & I & all who loved him realised that July 1st had changed him utterly & added ten years on to his life. Only Uncle Bill & I saw him that first day. I telephoned to Uncle Bill as soon as I got out of the ward, & got him to send wires & messages for me all round. I learnt Edward's story by degrees. His battalion took part in the main attack. As far as I remember, about 17 men & 2 officers came through unscathed... The Colonel was wounded; more were wounded than killed. Edward's beloved Captain Harris was "missing" for ages; his mother used to come to Edward for comfort, such as he could give. Edward told me he thought